I do feel your pain. I am sorry about your cat.

My cat of 8 years went missing on Oct. 31 last year. The neighbors heard me looking for her and told DH they say a coyote take off with her. DH debated on telling me but finally did (he didn't want to ruin my Halloween). I freaked out so bad he called one of the pastors of our church. It has been over a year and I still cry when I think about her. When I get upset over normal stuff like bills I miss her and start crying. But it does get easier. And maybe one day you will find a place in your heart for another pet.

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