Keep in mind that right now your emotions are raw. Nearly 21 years ago I got pregnant and found out it was twins. 8 years earlier I had a twin pregnancy that resulted in my daughter who is now 29 and a son who lived for 3 days. I delivered at 26 weeks and was devastated. When we found out that we were having another set of twins I imagined all the worst. We had a small car, a small house, 2 older kids, I couldn't work while I was pregnant because of all the risks and we had a small diner that my husband and I worked at alone. HOW ON EARTH WERE WE GOING TO MANAGE??? 21 years later, I look back on that time and can't exactly laugh but realize that we did it. Was it easy? Heck no. But we got through it. I wasn't as indespensible as I thought at the diner. We suffered through buckling 2 car seats in the back of a 2 door car. We ended up adding a bedroom onto our house after a year of having the cribs in our dining room.

At times you wonder if God really knows what he's doing. Give your situation a few days or a few weeks of thought. The right answer will come to you. These 2 children are so lucky to have you in their lives to give them the love and care that their own parents are unable to. My prayers are with you.

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