Oh my goodness, you have so much on you right now. I am so sorry for the loss of your beloved Jasmine. But I can tell from your post that she had a wonderful home and a wonderful life with a loving family. What a lucky dog she was. Please be sure to take time to take care of yourself. Perhaps make an appt with your doctor. You sound like a prime candidate for situational depression, which can be easily treated. My thoughts are with you.

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