wow! I had been away from the boards a couple of days and came back this a.m. to find all of these wonderful replies and support! Thank you guys all so much! I also extend my condolences to those of you who have lost also.
It is a little easier than it was right at the beginning, not quite as raw. I was able to find a bunch of pics from her pup years up through her graying older days.

My FIL is not doing the best. I saw him yesterday and he was pretty unresponsive. It is so sad.
But my sister called last night and asked to have our kids to take them to a movie and spend the night with her! That would mean actual alone time with DH! HUH!? Unheard of! lol
Thanks again to all. You are a great group of people