I'm sorry it turned out this way for you. Despite your feelings, be assured something better is around the corner. You just can't see it yet. Hang in there, because somewhere down the line, this whole experience will allow you to help somebody else. Been there myself & I just couldn't see the open window because I was so focused on the closed door. Take a brief respite and then begin looking for something else.

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