Jabommer I am sincerely sorry to hear about your health issues, hon as I know also mental health problems are sometimes far worst then any physical problems. I have always thought that with a physical condition, you can take medicine and feel better or get cured, or you can have surgery and get healed and become well again. However while there are medications for mental health problems, it sadly is not that easy. I know I have dealt with Panic and Anxiety attacks all my life so I know and I offer my sincere blessings for you , to go forward and admit and I offer my blessings to you that you feel better... Peace.. Catherine