I am so sorry that you had to go thru such a painful ordeal!
Tell your doctor about your depression.
He can give you medication to help you get thru this.
I have no advice on how to handle your kids, but I do understand what you are going thru with them.
Remember their brains are not fully developed until they are in their early twenties!

GET WELL SOON!

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