marilynk I offer a sincere prayer and hugs to you, this must be extremely difficult for you on so many levels. I noticed you had not been on for awhile and was wondering. As you say and I believe sometimes when you have given it , your all , and your tired to work things and resolve your problems it is so much better as you say to just let it go already. I am dearly sorry for your suituation and sincerely hope your future will be brighter and on a emotionally level you may find peace. Hugs and keep us posted peace... Catherine