marilynk,
I'm so proud of you !!!... You can do it. You should be proud of yourself for making this 1st step.

Hugs to you and the boys.
P.s I wanted to let you know there are a few of us out here that can relate to you more than you will ever know.

The peace you will find will bring you many happy days.
You hang in there. You are not taking this walk alone, We are ALL here for you.