I'm sorry, I'm truly, truly sorry.

I wish that I had some sage advice or words of wisdom. But, I can only say that you are a strong woman. And as a strong woman, who has faith, you will get through this. It probably is going to be some of the worst pain you will feel, it's probably some of the biggest tears you will cry--but you can get through this.

I hope that you will find some peace of mind and some hope along the way.

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Mental that one, I'm telling you. ---Ron Weasley, "Harry Potter and the Chamber of Secrets"