Just bloggin' out...
Posted 02-08-2008 at 12:06 PM by gms2003
Just sitting here thinking about life and the things that I have and am so grateful for!! It's just too bad more people can't see the good things in life! Of course I wasn't always so grown up about things, I myself used to think the world owed me...What changed my mind or should I say my heart.....?? Well my youngest daughter made me see the light!! She was so precious and meant so much to a lot of people, It wasnt just my heart she touched, I swear god sent me an angel! I guess I'm thinking a lot of her because her Birthday is coming March 17th and she would have been Five! She actually reminded me of what it means to love unconditionally, my life was a mess, seperated from my husband and pregnant with her with 3 kids already, then she was born and slowly I grew up and realized the important things in life! She was 7 months old and spent maybe 3 weeks at home, I laid down to go to sleep that night and prayed" God please dont let Elizabeth suffer" my exact words and a few minutes later a pain in my heart and then the phone rang..I knew it was the hospital, They said I needed to get there fast! My point is after the long seven months, her message to me was complete, I needed to embrace what I had while I had it, I made my children the most important people in my life and made things work with my husband and here we all are and marriage is hard work but because We love each other it's worth it, and hey we all no raising kids is as hard as a job as it comes, but I see them as people now not just as "MY KIDS" and I am so happy that I was blessed with this ANGEL although I miss her very much, I know that it was her pain and suffering that mattered not mine, that she was a second chance to know the true meaning of "UNCONDITIONAL LOVE" no matter who you deal with, there is always gonna be heartbreak and dissappointments but we have to nip them in the bud and live life to the fullest! Remember they say ..."It's better to have loved and lost then never to loved at all!!" Well I believe that with all my heart and I hope that You understand my message! I just wanted to share some of my life experience! HAve a blessed day!!
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