Ok my sweet beautiful beloved Brother Sonny today is your birthday 10-26-65, so I am here wishing you a happy birthday in heaven. Sonny you know how hard this day is for me always. I will visit you with Momny and Daddy and our brother Micheal at the cemetary,We will bring your favorite flowers pale yellow roses and as always because you would have turned 44 today we will release 44 yellow ballons up to heaven and dearly hope they all reach you. Sonny there are no words to describe as I sit here and write and am crying, How so very much I miss you and love you endlessly. You were more then my brother, you were my best friend. Someone I could always trust in and talk too about anything. I feel so proud to know we never had a single unkind word for each other. Like I always said if the love I had for you would have saved you , your sweetie my dearest beautiful brother Sonny would never ever gone to heaven.. Like I have always said if I could live another Million years, there could never be another brother like you. Mommy and Daddy did the right thing when they nicknamed you Sonny, your smile and laughter was eternal sunshine.. As always Sonny it will always be us in a small way our family , it will always be Mommy and Daddy, Me , you and Micheal...... Love from us all Tommy and Darlene and your nieces and nephews Hope, Tommy, Caitlin, Micheal, Taylor and Daniel.......Please as alwasy come to me in my dreams. Rest in peace with my whole heart aching for you always xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox Loving you more then ever and missing you more then any words could ever say.. Love always your sister Catherine.....xoxoxoxoxoxoxoxox

I'm sorry for your loss and I hope that Sonny is celebrating a wonderful birthday in Heaven.

Catherine - do you mind sharing how Sonny passed away? He was so young.

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I never ever mind, My beloved beautiful brother Sonny passed away on 5/4/02 from aids. He was first diagnosed in 1987, However in 1995 he lost he eyesight from the terrible disease, but that did not keep my blessed beautiful Brother from living. He continued with his education and graduated from College with a 4.67 average and when he passed away he was a Social Studied Teacher in College... Sadly his life was cut too short at 36 years old. However like I said before he was a eternal sunshine to all and whom he touched in his life especially in mine.. Again sweet Brother happy birthday in heaven,,, love you for all of eternity, your sister Catherinexoxoxoxoxoxoxo

I am so sorry for your loss. I lost my brother in a few years ago at the age of 44. He left a young wife and two babies and many people who love and miss him along with leaving a hole in all of our lives.

It is hard, isn't it? To lose a sibling in any manner is the worst. You lose a part of your past and all of your future with that brother or sister. Not a day goes by that I don't say a silent prayer for my brother.

I can say I know exactly how you feel, ((Catherine))

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Catherine[ I'm so sorry a for your loss-I know exactly what you are going through,only mine is a bit more raw having just lost my 44 year old brother Bob on March 4th this year. Not a day goes by that I don't think of him. I've had a few "signs" or experiences that can't just be coincidence & they are somewhat comforting. My sister & I are going to see Lisa Williams tomorrow in Cleveland. She's a psychic on Lifetime Channel & is amazingly accurate & detailed. I've never been a believer in those ablilities until I lost my brother & things started happening. I hope and pray that my brother will come through to us somehow & give some guidance, as his death has torn our once close family apart. He was single, so we took care of him since 2004 when he was diagnosed with leukemia. He & I were a perfect match & did a bone marrow transplant,but the AML crossed over to the central nervous system,gave him a brain tumor & the treatment paralyzed him. I feel such empathy & pain for what he went through. In the end, he died from the flu because he was compromised breathing wise from the paralysis. I know what a deep pain & loss this is for you & I hope God will bless us both with some peace & comfort, taking good care of our brothers.
Sincerely, Debbie
PS Please pray for me that my brother comes through at the show tomorrow

Happy Birthday Sonny! Catherine, just take comfort in the fact that he loved you, and obviously knew he was loved in his short lifetime. Some ppl can live 100 years and not ever have that connection. You both are very lucky, despite the circumstances.

boysRUus I am so sorry to hear about the loss of your brother. So many thanks for understanding how I feel. i want to say thank you to all of whom answered my post about my Brother Sonny. Yes I was truly blessed to have had the most special brother in the whole world. I only wish we would have had more time >Does anyone else who has lose a dear loved one feel like they are your guardian angel looking out for you. Does anyone relate to the feeling that while they are not with us in the flesh, they are with us in spirit. Has anyone else had some strange things happen that tell you they are with us always. I have way to may to list now, but the one that is most convincing that my brother Sonny is always with me still is that this. I had to have my appendix taken out, I was not feeling well on 5/3/04 not in the worst of pain, however I knew something was not right. I want on the morning of 5/4/04 to my regular doctors, now with being a women a pain in your stomach could mean alot of things. But to be safe, they told me to go to the hospital. I went and being the emergency room all day soooooo nervous and all the tests. They finally confirmed it was my appendix. So when that was decided I prayed so much to my brother to keep me safe. But before I started praying, the doctors came to me and said this is not a rush you not in any danger , your appendix is so slighly swollen so its going to be awhile before we take you to surgery. Ok well the time comes and they wheel me in and they are talking I remember looking up at the clock it was 8/45 p.m. My dear brother Sonny passed away on this day 5/4/02 at exactly 8/45 and finally when I was taken to my room the room was 126. Today 10-26 was Sonny;s birthday. SO I knew i was going to be okay he was right there with me always and forever //// LOving you always Sonny.... your sister Catherine xoxoxoxoxoxoxox

I lost my brother January 26th of this year to cancer. I miss him very much.

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Sorry for your loss - I too know how you feel

I lost my sister 2 months ago to cancer - I miss her very much

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I am so very sorry for your loss. It is so nice that you remember your brother every day in your siggy line here.